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Thursday, October 15, 2009

heyy.. long time never blog le..

hais..

so many things happened..

happy moments too..

but i can't seemed to remember any..

that time.. went to celebrate mid autumn..

someone made " I<3u" with candles..

same thing that i did..

it just brought sadness onto me..

it was beautiful though..

this few days when i walked alone back home..

it too..

was the same path i used to ran home

with a smile on my face..

i had been thinking bout my past lately..

how much i had suck back then..

how much i had hated others..

its not their fault..

they are who they are..

its just me all along..

i am the problem around here..

maybe i am not as nice as you all thought i am..

i am just a really bad person..

i am afraid and..

i really dont wanna hurt anyone anymore..

hais.. if only..

hais.. i dont know why..

i get so upset easily..

and i really really..

dont wanna trouble anyone..

anymore..

maybe forcing a smile..

on my face..

is really the best choice..

i really dont know where i belong..

home isnt really somewhere i wished i would always be..

sometimes i wished i could just stop running..

maybe i am supposed to be alone to face this dark and cruel world of mine..

i wonder what life has in place for me..

i dont know what the fuck is really wrong with me..

hais..

sorry that i made you upset the other day..

i guess i am suppose to feel better after blogging..

maybe i do..

maybe i dont..

maybe someone will help me..

get the tears away from my eyes..

-Painz stepped on your garbage on 11:18 PM

Thursday, August 27, 2009

hais..

why did things have to end up this way..

why must i be so miserable..

why must you torture me like this?

hais.. i am tired..

tired of moving on..

tired of finding my way out..

tired of picking up

the shattered pieces of my heart..

i really have no idea

what the fuck is wrong with me.

-Painz stepped on your garbage on 12:39 AM

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

ahhh Olevel chinese..

wanted at least a B3 but aimed for A2..

got B3..

not really depressed but still abit sad ):

dont know if i should retake..

if retake.. not needa go live lesson and assembly..

which is a good thing i guess..

if retake.. prelim needa take chinese..

which i dont really plan to..

if retake.. i would most probably..

just be absent for the chinese prelim..

haiz..

dont know..

-Painz stepped on your garbage on 8:54 PM

Sunday, August 16, 2009

ARGH!! @&#*!@^(!#%@#*%!&&!%@!

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

today is a terrible day.

sorry.

-Painz stepped on your garbage on 11:51 PM

Thursday, August 13, 2009

cant believe i got scolded for no reason again.

fuck.

-Painz stepped on your garbage on 10:39 PM

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

hpm..

alone in my room i wonder..

why had things ended up this way..

i guess there is only myself to blame..

hais..

-Painz stepped on your garbage on 1:14 AM

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

backk..

its been so long since i last posted..

hais.. cant believe after so long..

i feel like crying again..

maybe it was me all along..

maybe it was me who cared too much..

maybe it was all my fault..

i am sorry..

sorry that i made you feel this way..

sorry that i am not good enough..

sorry that i am so useless..

i guess it wasnt something that you said..

you didnt do anything wrong..

it was just me all along..

it was just me trying to fool myself..

here sitting alone in my room..

i am looking at the pieces of my life..

maybe its really that hard to keep smiling

no matter what happens..

it seems as though no matter what i do..

i always seems to get hurt..

maybe life isnt the game for me..

maybe it wont hurt so much..

if our hearts stop beating..

hais..

-Painz stepped on your garbage on 12:13 AM

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